I Love You
Years I have held onto that secret
Years I haven't been able to say it
I fall in love with you all over again
Everytime I see you
Everytime I am near you
When I am around you - the words just don't come out
When they do - they come out wrong
I heard a quote once from Felicity that hit home,

"It was like we could speak without words.
I don't know how or where we learned it,
but in those silences - I heard you.
And now I am left with words. These useless words.
When all I want is to be beside you again.
To make you feel safe.
To help you sleep.
To bring you back to me."

I never thought I'd lose you
And now here I am without you
I told someone once
That I would rather have you as a friend
Than lose you as a lover
Now I don't even have you as a friend
I can't deny my feelings for you - they are too strong
I love you so much
I only want you to be happy as it seems you are
There are few things I can control
I can't control my feelings
But I can control how much I am near you
So as much as it hurts
I choose to stay away
But I'll always be a phone call away

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